Monday, December 29, 2008

I'm Dead Inside



I can't look at myself in the mirror anymore
Without crying or an uproar.
Punching walls and bruised knuckles
dealing with this is a bigger struggle.

Tell me you love me, erase the pain
or I'll do it myself and slit my vains.
It feels like I'm dying inside,
I can't run from it, cannot hide.

I can't escape this hell, I've tried
But there's still rage inside.
I'm sure if you'll look you'll see,
the emptiness inside of me.

Get me through this nightmare,
my heart is beginning to tare.
Chew my heart up and spit it out,
My head is screaming, it's beginning to shout.

You see what you want and take what you want,
but it's too late, I'm dead inside.

2 comments:

Myramose said...

Very emo, but the content and message is so amazing. I love it, it is fantastic. I can't get over the emotion that touched every word in the poem. Beautiful. OH MY GOD. MY WORD VERIFICATION SOUNDS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH LIKE YOUR NAME ITS CREEPY

ChimeraConception said...

well done mimi, us girls know how to ake emo to the next level huh? ismetimes i wonder if they understand what they do to us....unintentionally or not....*sigh*